Music:  Tanning Beds humming.
Mood: (Mellow)


          So, we had our final band concert last night.  I cryed, not in the little dot your eyes and smile kind of way, but in the full on gross looking way that makes people feel awkward.  I did it mostly when I got home, but none the less I did.  We gave Mr. Drum a card.  Yeah, I know that dosn't sound like much, but we also gave him $40 to go and see Pirates 3.  It was quite a task actually because I had to get every band member to sign it in one day.  Andrew wouldn't do it; I really don't know why but either way it got done, blah blah.  

    I had a really terrible dream that me and Rumfelt were driving in my car on red hill, we came around into a curve and a huge truck hit the car.  In my dream through my eyes I kind of closed them really tight and almost saw inside my eyes the car turning upside down.  Then, when I opened them I looked over into the eyes of Rumfelt and he was just...dead.  He had blood allover his mouth and in his hair.  He had his arm broken and his body was hanging limp inside the seat belt.  I freaked out lets just say.  Something like that is truely upsetting, yah know?

    Looking at my yearbook almost makes me cry, I really don't know why, maybe it's because I know this is my last year book I'll ever get, theres so much love written on the insides, and I'm just kinda happy about having things written to me.  I like feeling loved just like the next person, so sue me.  By the way, if your reading this and want to sign my year book (if you go to my school, retards) then just tell me and I'll give it to you.

          I've graduated!  I'm now an adult, or whatever in hell you want to call it.  Graduation is kind of gay though because I was burning up in the big purple moo moo they gave us to wear and I was just sitting there sweating.  Really gross, seriously.  Dexie played a really pretty song on violin for the entire place and I was proud of him. Nonni actually didn't end up wailing and screaming, rolling around.  She cryed as soon as we woke up though, and continued until we walked in.  I had to sit beside Bow Webb and he had a huge nasty burn scar on his upper arm and kept absently rubbing it on me.  When I relised what it was I almost vomited friday morning.  We had to practice alot, because apparently people can't just walk and sit down, nooo, we have to spend two days for two hours walking around and sitting.  It wasn't that big of a deal.  Senior breakfast was cool, I stole a bunch of food for my friends because they wern't allowed to eat it being juniors and all, but I smuggled some to them just in time for the Authority figures to say it was ok for them to get some.  REALLY pissed off, I worked really hard to steal that food.

          Pictures of Nick slapping Kasey's goat "Oreo" are some of the things I'm going to have to get on the web. XD

          Working sucks, but I guess you gotta do it.  All my friends and everyone is always working, even Rumfelt.  It kind of depresses me because I want to hang out like the old days, then I remember it's not the old days and I have to grow up and play "Adult" :(  I just want to hang out and play video games with my best friends. 

      Nonni went absolutely STUPID Saturday night, as well did Dexie.  Myself included.  None the less we ended up driveing around buladean,then driveing up the Mountain to meet Brandon at 3 in the morning.  He finely showed up after we got chased up the moutain by some rabid truck driveing redneck.  I could of killed him, really I could have.  Then Steven his cousin was absolutely bombed, so Brandon was pissed off.  Needless to say we didn't hang out with Brandon too long, he wanted to go to bed so we left. 

      I'm getting tan, working at a tanning salon is really cool, because you get free tanning.  It makes me happy.  Rumfelt came in a little while ago and said hello, then Kasey did too. 

     WELL it seems that I have H. Pielorie.  It's a stomach condition where the lineing of your stomach seems flamed and irritated, it leads to stomach olsers and bleeding of the stomach.  It's the reason I've been so sick for so long.  None of my other doctors ever cought it, but I'm going to a new one named Quinn who happend to of blood tested me and found it.

     Oh, and that's a story on it's own.  I got my blood taken a little while ago and I went psycho.  I told this poor old lady that I was going to punch her.  This poor old lady at the Bakersville Clinic begged me not to and kept on flinching every time that I would suck breath in or wiggle.  I have a huge phobia of getting blood taken.  I know that sounds stupid with all the piercings that I have, but it's a bit different when you stick some medal into flesh and it's a hole, it's another story when they're sticking a needle into your blood flow.  Also, it dosn't bother anyone but me.  I can watch other people have it done, hell I can even do it, but try doing it to me and I will go ape shit and more than likely punch you.

    I had to have my Kidney's screened and checked from where I did all of those pills.  They said amazeingly my Kidney's and liver were absolutely fine and that I should be glad I didn't do any damage.  Yeah, I guess so.  But let's just try not to make me sound like such a damn Junkie.  Whatever....god.

    I'm making a layout site, sooo...yeah.  Pretty cool, I take requests, blah blah blah.  Whatever.  I think that James my good friend is coming up for the summer from his dad's house on the beach.  I didn't get to see him last time he was up, me and him had both tryed to find eachothers phone numbers for like, two weeks before he got here and a little after.  James is a cool dude, and a total homie, he was attached to my hip for an entire year.  When he moved it was really sad.  I remember having a slight crush on him for a while, but now it's just brotherly love.  He's cool, seriously. XD I can ramble on with some stories.

     The band cookout at Bradragen was fuckin' awesome.  Midge playing kitty made me laugh my ass off.  Andrew "The cubin gangster" was angerly spinned on the mary-go-round until he almost vomited then when he tryed to run away from MIdge he fell face first into the ground.  We got it on VIDEO, ha.

     I'll be driving again really soon.  Which rocks, and now if I give you a ride, you pay me money!  :) How bitchy is THAT?

I'll be getting a tattoo in 15 days.  HAR.  My myspace background is what I'm going to get.  Two skulls kissing to make a heart, on each collar bone.  Oh buddy bud.  

My birthday is in 10 days!!!