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Name: Brittainy

Nick Names: PeNuT, Bitt Bitt, Yousha, 2-NUT, Monaque, Penutterbutter, Nutty, Nutsack, Britty, Princess Penut Popealina.

Status: Taken, slut.

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TV Shows: Cartoons. Funny Stuff.

Hero: Kurt Cobain, Jessicka, Brody, BEAN.

Books: Harry Potter, Zombie, Stuck in Neutral, Modern Magick.



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Thursday, January 11, 2007


Emotional Bullshit, yo.



Music:  The Cramps - Bop pills
Mood:  (Aggervated)



       Am I the only one in the known universe that dosn't have a god awful Xanga?  I don't want to add everyone at my High School so they can read every little hissy fit and every little thing wrong with my life.  I don't get people around here.

    I'm angry, sad, and really worried today.  When my friends get angry at me, I get really stressed out.  The only problem is I honestly didn't do anything.  I don't like the guy she does, and it wouldn't be my falt if he liked me.  I'm sick of all the immature bullshit.  When I get my feelings hurt, I feel like such a pussy sometimes.  Yeah, most of the time I get really damn angry, but there are sometimes when I just get hurt, I sit there, and I don't really talk very much.  Today was one of those things.  Jesus, I don't get anyone anymore.  Everyone is so different.  People I've known for years, I mean....YEARS...have completely changed right before me.  I was talking to Dexie about it in his car.  I seems that me and him are just standing there looking at everyone like they're crazy as hell.  My homies, my damn hardcore homies...well...at least one of them, has completely abandoned me.  That really fucking hurts.  When I love someone like a sister, they don't just run off.  Whatever, I'm starting to see now that I get older who will actually be there until the end, not just until high school is over and they don't need someone to eat lunch with anymore.

    Jealous little highschool bitches are makeing me angry.  I'm sick of feeling like everytime I walk down the hall, I'm on disply like some stupid assed Soap-Opra.  Everyone is so damn intrested in who I'm dateing....what is this person and me doing right now, why am I fighting with them, and why is this person this...blah blah blah blah.  No one around here has enough of a life themselves to stay out of everyones shit.  NO I'm not dateing Brandon, NO we will not be dateing anytime soon, he is my best friend, and just because he's not a gay man dosn't mean that I'm having sex with him, dateing him, or anything like that. *sticks out tounge* I feel better, I just really need to get out of this county for a while.

    When me and Paul went to Asheville the other day I felt so great, because it was like, I was gone for so fucking long that I forgot how shitty and gay everyone is here.  We walked into a store and people didn't just stop and stare at us.  We did that at walmart in Spruce Pine and this chick almost dropped her gallon of milk.  Gah.

    I have a HUGEEEE crush on someone at school, but he's very much taken, and very much completely blinded by the fact that I gwak at him everysingle day in secound block.  He's just sitting there, with no idea.  I wouldn't break him and his chick up, but honestly, I liked him for 4 years now, I think I should be able to at least take a stabb at it.

       Whatever is going on with me and Rumfelt, I don't even know.  Sometimes I'm happy about it, sometimes I'm not, sometimes it's kinda like "Eh, wing it".  Who really knows, I know he dosn't, I most certinaly don't, so what the fuck ever.

    I met some kid in my frist block that I knew in middle school.  He use to ride my bus, and talk alot about my friends and shit.  He was a pretty good friend of mine.  He got so different and older that I really didn't know who the hell he was.  He gos "Hey, you more than likely don't remember me, I use to ride your bus, and we were pretty good friends and all that..." and I just dumbly stared at him, and then finley noticed who he was and said "LEVI! Heyyy!".  That kinda cheered me up, I miss some of my old homies.

             MY SCHEDULE SUCKS. :)

       I passed all my classes last semester, so I'm getting my car back.  No more bumming rides, thank god.  I'm getting a job, which really sucks, bleh. 

    I have nothing else to talk about, except for the fact that band rocks, and everyone needs to come to a basketball game once in a while.  I'll completely hang out with you, I swear.  Haha, later yo.

-Whore




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