Music:  Slayer - War Ensemble
Mood:   (I gotta pee)


         Well, long time no write, eh?  My life dosn't seem to be that intresting to me or anyone else, so I didn't really feel the need to write anything. I can seem to go on and on for pages about NOTHING at all and mutter about random shit that really dosn't make a bit of sence.  My spelling sucks, but my grammar rocks the cock.  Whatelse?  Oh.  Mega got in a car wreck.  Totaled her car.  I was supose to be with her.  Aint that a bitch?


      I'm going to my daddy's house this weekend.  I'm a tad bit nervous because I havn't seen him sence I got busted.  I'm bringing Dexter with me.  Maybe that will make things a little less stressed.  Dosn't matter though, me and my Daddy could get along no matter what.  Learning all thease traits I have from him and learning more about him from mom makes me happy.  Like my strange habbit of chewing on plastic?  Guess who I got that from.  Correct.


               I'm pretty much obsessed with PeeWee's Playhouse.  I want ANY sort of T-shirt from the show.  I get excited when it comes on.  I'm a loser.


      So, school started.  Things happend.   Me and Rumfelt broke it off (again) and I'm going out with a beautiful blonde babe named Dallas.  I call him Dallas Texas, and make random funny jokes about how "I wanna take a trip to Dallas".  He's mine.  No touchie.  He came and watched me play drums the other night.  I liked having his company, and he makes me laugh.  He complimented me, and said really really nice things to me.  He touches my hair and I almost fall in the floor like a 300 pound woman with Narcolepsy.  Things are nice.  I like smileing alot. 


            Paulie pocket hasn't been back in town, and I miss him.  I miss having his non-stupid-non-fucking-retarded personality around.  I wish I didn't live on the butthole-...no make that inside the butthole of the earth.  Things would be so much easier.  Mega and me are talking about moving to Seattle after we graduate.  I'm thinking that I'll do it.  Yeah.  I will.  Because that kind of shit will rock.  I'm just really afraid that me and my homies won't get to talk anymore.  I KNOW me and Mega will stay in contact.  But, with everyone else?  Who knows.  


               Ryan and Lindsey broke up.  I've talked to the poor guy enough on the phone to kill someone, and you could drown in the ammount of letters I've written him lately.  I feel bad, like I need to give him something to make him happy.  I've been through it, everyone has, it sucks for a little while, but then you forget why your sad and get on with things.  I don't know if Ryan's case will be that easy.  He was, after all, obsessed and completely in love.   Mind-you, breaking up wasn't in his future, or so he thought until she broke up with him.  He was crushed, I was shocked, I wanted to hug him so hard he vomited, I almost have a few times.  I worry about my friends way too much.  But when it comes to my Best Friends, I feel even more worried.  Poor Rypoop.



Me and Ryan.  Wow.  What an intresting angle and all.  I didn't have much time to take the picture, so I didn't make a cool enough face.  I wanted to though, bad. :(

      My webshots album, and my photobucket album are the shit.  If you don't know what to do to look at my photobucket album, then leave me a comment or e-mail me and I'll fill you in.  Trust me.  It's worth it. :)


           Dallas wasn't at school today.  That makes me very nervous.  I wonder what is going on.  My mom just saw him last night.  He came over and ate part of his dinner with her.   How dorky, haha.

      Playing quads now seems like a talent I've had all my life.  I feel like I know exactly how to play them, and I always have.  Trust me, I havn't.  I use to suck balls, badly, but I've come up in this world just a tad.  Ok.  Let's face it.  I'm radder than glitter.  People should come watch me play at football games.  It's pretty cool to watch, or at least, I think so.  Haha.  I kind of go crazy just a little.  But, I love it so much.  Me and Ryan ROCK.  ROCKKKKKKKKK.  At Ninja Turtles, and Whipe out.  It's really sexy.  HA.


            I have this strange new obsession with head bands.  I don't really know why, I guess I'm just a freak.  I really don't know.


   I pierced Mega's nose.  Cool stuff.  Pictures anyone?

OH SNAP.


         I got my licence taken.  From getting kicked out of school, apparently the school is able to take my licence.  It pisses me off but what can I do.  I would of probley lost them anyways.  I got a speeding ticket.  A bad speeding ticket.  22 miles over the speedlimit.  And I have to go to court.  Use to, me and mega would debate over which one of our cars we were going to take, now?  HA.  We're lucky if we GET a ride.




               All the sudden, I feel really gay.


XOXO
-Whore